End of Naughts..
End of misery..
End of pressure..
Beginning of... MY LIFE!
can i call your name out in the mist of my despair..? -
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
rain rain go away ! seems to be raining jus now but somehow, my praying works !
wee ! 5 to work but im still at home ! discussing plans to go JB tonight.
WEE! eat TZE CHAR ! fav<3
and M'sia enforce a new rule.
No foreign vehicles allowed to pump petrol starting on FRIDAY! AHH! hope it don't affect bikes =/
BOMB-ing toilet ! OFFs -
4:31 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Reminiscences ..
can't get rid of it. can't proceed on.
fk'd it up.
Emotions .. can't control it. can't express it.
Pierced -
While they were in glee enjoying a game of pool ,
i'm literally @ the end of myself..
No matter how much you try to cover it;
it still shines out.
impossible to keep within..
Different emotions leads to different results.
it's impossible to keep all in one place.
I can only drown my sorrows alone.
who's really there for me ?
doubts -
Emotions engulf-ed my senses. Pure Jealousy?
is it so wrong of myself to feel this way while other's
mistreated you ?
if i could prove to be smth..
but somehow, it failed.
Come to think of it, there's a vast array of opportunites.
just that i have not come to realise it.
no use clinging on hopeless entity's..
while one dosen't appreciate the thought of mine.
hmms..
i'll let nature take it's course.
heck everything else-
5:56 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Pass few days have been hanging with yuns ! haha she's always sooooooo emo ! guess im affected by it TOO! ._.
felt bad ytd, left her all alone while we play-ed DOTA thru out >< as soon as i finished, we went for a great lookout for MAC. thanks to her direction, MAC @ chinatown point is CLOSED ! and we thought its 24 hours -.- MEH! while heading back, saw a person eating on its way back. "Macdonalds" printed on the plastic bag ! proceeded to the direction where he came from. TA da ! found it ! LoL. and she claims she's on diet. ate a whole mac chicken her self O.O! lOls ~!
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
hmms.. crush ?
oh oh.. and good luck for your 'O's tml yea! (:
3:46 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
just couple of days ago.. i met my BBDC (Bukit batok driving center ) mate ! (edison) after we graduated, got ourselves a bike, we kept in contact since.
ok, so we'r quite bored that particular night. decided for a spin nearby . Edison suggested a place..
Him : Hey you've been to singapore's Eiffel tower ?
Me : There's such place ?
Him : Hmm, let me bring you to it. it's nearby only
Me : Alright, let's GO! FaceoFF !
and we began camming our bikes ;p
meh, Effiel Tower.. it's just another Mediacorp's Antenna Tower lol.
bu gotta admit it's quite eye catching in e night with all those glimming lights (: when we were about to proceed..
Him : Erm, i need to go to the toilet first..
*sign pointing to toilet <----* Me : Troublesome lar u.. u go ahead, i wait for u here ! Him : "walks off"
*nature calls ._.*
Me : Eh ! Wait ! i think i need to go too !
lols.
That blardy sign.. made us walk almost 30mins to e toilet .. ! $#!$!@
it's late, a 2 guys out of nowhere in the forest/jungle/park. made a lame video on the way back. just to keep us safe and sound. from those '...' you know what i meant...
Superstition.
Part 1
Part 2
Warning : Content is lame; Audio quality is crap. xD Watch it only if you have 30mins of your time to waste !
Btw, the last part, i pronounced ho-no-ur wrongly ;p sounds like hornet lol xD
Sidenote : I shan't disclose too much but , i seriously heard many many strange noises around us. be it the insects, animals or creatures.. i don't know and don't wish to think about it . part1 of the video @ 3.20 min , that's the place where i shouted .. when my eyes spot a small white orb-like figure beside edison it disappeared the moment i shouted.
i don't know what's it but it just freaks me out. after researching more about it @ http://www.spi.com.sg/ i would't wanna think it's a ghost-orb.
Hope it's just my hallucination -
4:37 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Monday, May 12, 2008
'Nick, your gonna be our delivery rider soon'
meh thinking : "yea right. bs lol !" thats the phrase i've been hearing for 5 times already ! -.-
job's today was hilarious ! today's a particularly quiet day for business. well, monday blue's i guess. so we got an delivery order.
destination : 3rd avenue.
suprisingly my boss asked me along. weee, slacking time :D drove along lornie road. luckily, our direction has no jam (:
but opposite of us.. oh boy, the jam's like ... bread with jam ! = messy so boss said we ought to avoid that jam on the way back. uhm... planning shortcuts ;p
upon reaching the destination.. all i can say is... WOAH the size of the place.. i think i'll have to work for 10x my lifetime for that .. that monster MANSION. mayb not, consider it a PALACE it's so exaggerating ! it has a residential estate and a gyming building just like the floor size of califonia fitness !! gosh. it's.. an eye opener lol. the stretch of road, miniature CASTLES Ridiculous ! O.O
anyway, on the way back. my boss's driving skills is mad ! crazy ! i don't wanan die !! his riding a mini van. (can't rmb the van manufacturer, guess it's opera :P)
case 1
after withdrawing cash from ESSO DBS atm, while turning out to the main road.
Was chatting with him before turning left <-- then he suddenly shouted. "MA-MA !" "FK ! NO MA-MA, your not going to get pass me BUGGER"
and he swirve immedietly to the left! despite the jam ! blocking that poor bangladesh worker ._. "HAHA, serve you right BUGGER !"
(thinking) for whatever reasons would you call those bangladesh as MA-MA ? ._. and my life is in your handS ! SAFETY 1st T.T ~!
Case 2
after which he needs to make a U-Turn. the "MA-MA" got into the way again. Boss kept honking ..
"You again BUGGER ! Get out of the way !"
Ooook.... there's a U-turn sign ahead, he's not gonna use it.
instead, he makes a turn to the left, and then turns back to the main road. while cursing those slow drivers for take the U-Turn.
"look, the U-Turn is so crowded, they should learn how to prioritise the road ! HAHA ! Heck !"
then, while turning, there's this taxi driver made an illegal turn. right when he started to turn, my boss points directly to the TAXI driver following his every movement -_-
while pointing.. "It's because of this fking taxi's that cause the accident rates soaring higher, especially you bikers, got to be very wary of them" ..
me : "Erm yea, i think that taxi driver is a china guy. From the look of his face.. " (well, i always blame on china peeps. HATES them !) x.x
case 3
Heading back , there's this traffic light. it turns RED. He speds and turns !
"HAHA, we made it !"
*flash flash*
"Erm Boss, i saw flashes.. we kana arh?"
"HUH? WHat ? you saw arh?"
"Yea, 2 FLASHES"
"Ahhh nvm .. (:"
me thinks : wonders how many speed / traffic cams you've crossed. Rich bugger :P
10:51 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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NichOlaS a.ka. - NicKy -
Attached to ♥ ŸanŁiйģ
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04/11/88
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