End of Naughts..
End of misery..
End of pressure..
Beginning of... MY LIFE!
can i call your name out in the mist of my despair..? -
Monday, June 23, 2008
"Is their sniper crouching behind that giant wooden spool? Are we running into an ambush?"
A sharp crack splinters in your ear. A paintball explodes on the oil drum you are hiding behind. You can feel the splatter of the paint flying onto you. Suddenly the air stings with the sound of paintballs whizzing through. Everyone dives for cover, the hiss of paintballs grazing within inches really gets the adrenaline pumping.......
Signaling to your team mates you crawl out into the open. With your finger poised on the trigger, you squeeze, raining paint onto your unsuspecting foe. It's over in seconds, a glorious defeat, but now onward to capture their flag...!
Armoring it up !
MASK ON! Markers , heed our call ! (: To the BATTLEFIELD!
recorded while waiting for our turn ;p
back 2 back action yea !
It's either u, or ME!
Don't mess with us! ;)
Looking for peeps who are interested in paintball too !
shrugs ! my attachment is posted. i'm gonna be stationed at.. ALJUNIED cans ?
http://www.denron.com.sg/index.html
that's the link of the company. another sad case, i'm the only one working there from my sch.. stationed in east side while i live in Bukit PANJANG area ! SHeeeeesh !
9am - 6 pm ! stupid timing too ): sigh .
12:27 PM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Monday, June 16, 2008
On a particular 'disgusting' day .
Explained -
Riding on my way home after a downpour. Was literally freezing as the winds blew much stronger as i throttle'd took a glance @ tose road lamps. lots of buzzing insects around it; for warmth obviously.
But who might have thought. . Straight ahead, all i saw was stuffs falling down from above. Strong winds as i described earlier on, Leafs perphaps (: till i realized... it's something else.. As i pick up speed crashing against those 'leafs'. "piak piak piak" my visor stained with liquid.
Me thinking , what in the world this leafs are made of.. oh well. terribly WRONG. looked @ the lamps again and ahead of me. those 'leafs' are actually from the lamps and flying downwards ! DAMIT ! YamakaZEE - INSECTS !
lower'd my body as low as possible; head stick'd to my fuel tank as well. Dive'd my way thru the INVASION
Aftermath. I made a 'disgusting' victory home. Bugs stain! Crashed and glided ! leaving it's head behind !
A Bugs life story =/
3:06 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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Friday, June 06, 2008
Hmm. some random pics ; e size of the claw my fist O.O!'
chair that i fall while sitting -.- idiot trying to imitate me ! (@ work) thursday night outing. in search of 'Maple' mushroom. =.=
gaY pose x=
after school, suppose to meet up with my mom. called her multiple times but to no avail. called kenneth instead.
"Hello, kenneth ? do you know where's my mom ? im supposed to meet her today but she cant be contacted. is she @ home ?"
"Oh, she's not at home. she's at Mount E."
"Mount E?"
"Mount Elizabeth Hospital.."
"WHAT? what happened to her?"
"You want to know what happen, you go visit her"
rush down str8 to Mount E @ orchard. reached and didn't know where is she warded. All i know was ken told me something about ICU @ lvl 3.
Reached, took a lift to lvl 3. ICU , HDU , DCU .
which is it ??
Intensive care , High dependency or delivery unit ?
can't be delivery , had no idea . Started to get frantic . Nurses saw me, questioned .
Went over to ICU reception, asked about my mom. Looked @ the patients board name. Phew. Mom's not there ..
Next, headed to HDU. Saw my mom lying there with kenneth. Tears roll-ed down my eyes.
She's trying to eat but too weak. Hands trembling seriously . She can't even lift a plastic spoon.
Burst into tears. Keep questioning her what happen. she wouldn't tell me. Asked if i had eaten, kenneth will tell me what happen on the way.
she urged me to go eat first. let kenneth explain to me. Met up with my mom's company doctor. Begin to realize she's actually suffering from serious depression.
all because of my DAD She took over 50+ pills intended to control her depression state. over-dosaged. made her frail and weak.
lot's of stuffs she's not telling me. haiz . i felt so useless ! Accompanied her for hours before i left.
Just couldn't accept it. Stuffs kept pouring down in my mind.
loves mom-
2:41 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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` Me.
NichOlaS a.ka. - NicKy -
Attached to ♥ ŸanŁiйģ
20+ (:
Sch : undisclosed
resides in cck - teck whye
04/11/88
Singlish - Orientated xP
` Dominoes.
Gaming definitely
CyberCafes
Events, Outings, Hanging Out
Eating
` Hatreds.
BenG`s
Hypocrites
LoatHes : ill-ManneReD peeps / arrogant / are aRnt my tYpes
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.