Sunday, February 08, 2009
Ignited my bike.
the beast emerging from its husk.
As i moved off, the roar gets louder and meaner.
Exact sentiments as the rider .
Clench my fist, accelerated and dive like never before..
Thunder echoing my ears.
It seems as though it urges me to be faster.
I bidded it's will, swerving in and out of the lanes.
Dodging cars as i cut the wind ..
Surrounding audience watches, the more i ought to fulfil..
Adreline pumping..
Emotions clouded my senses...
Blinded my thoughts fully....
mind and heart fused this moment. ..
thinking ..
"why? why? and why..?
if you are hungry, why not ask me out ?
why approach him indefinitely?
if you need company, why is it not me then?
it's always about you mentioning him him and him!
i don't even get to meet you often.
i don't even get to talk to you often.
i don't even know what's going on.
the more you keep me in suspense, the more wild guesses i will.
what is it that your keeping from me ?
why not tell me the purpose of it ?
why drag it till tomorrow or future ?
But on 2nd thoughts..
maybe she really had her reasons ?
maybe i shouldn't be so over-possessive of you.
maybe i shouldn't be thinking so much either ..
maybe i should just close one eye and act as though nothing happen...?
maybe i should ..."
Then, the orange light flickers to red..
The beast within withdrawed ..
The roar gets smaller as well...
Suddenly, a horn broke the silence.
Mirror reflected spontaneous red and blue flashing lights.
Everything in my mind stopped.
Infact, the whole world literally paused.
the shadows instructed me to stop at the front bus stop.
Took my thinking mask off..
i was caught..
Speeding;
Reckless Driving;
But nothing could beat my ..
HeartAche.
i couldn't think anymore ....
12:18 AM...i'm thinkin' of you
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